When I was very young, I was sent from home to learn music. But then I didn’t like to go because the game was crazy in the afternoon. It can be said that they were sent by force. I could play the harmonium fairly well. Then I play harmonium and do 2-3 songs. Later, under the pressure of studying, learning music is no more.
Many years later the school was reunited. The concert is. Some more small bands came along with Avoid Rafa. From there it leans very much towards the song. I told him to buy a guitar at home but he would not buy it in any way. This is the tendency to learn the guitar in the head. Later he sold his bicycle and bought a guitar. Now we need a teacher. I will not give that from home so I started the flame on YouTube. But the flame would not have happened that way. After lying down for a long time, I sold the guitar. Then I used to listen to band songs regularly, which were mixed in the blood.
There will be concerts for college reunions in a few years. Some more bands including Nagarbaul James, Chirkut will come. Very exciting work. On the other hand, I have been singing group songs for two days in a row in that program. Its practice has started about 1 month ago. The first day James is singing. I was on stage to volunteer. James is singing a little farther away from me. After a few songs, Brother James began to sing – “Aslam when I come alone, I will go alone when I go.” In front I see everyone jumping and enjoying the song. There was a twist in my heart. I know why the lyrics cut a line. A question came to my mind. Do those who are jumping in front understand these lyrics at all? Then I forget about it and I continue to enjoy it as before.
Don’t start after a few months. Lockdown was going through a very boring time. At first I did not go to the mosque for fear but later when I went to the mosque on a Friday, I was praying, reciting Surah Huzur but only the lyrics and the tone of the guitar kept coming to my mind. That’s when I realized why music is forbidden, how it leads one astray. I said to Allah, show me the way, I am in danger. I have been praying like this for a long time.
Then some short videos of Mr. Golam Sarwar Sayedee came in front of me. You know some of his videos went viral at the time. His words left another mark on my heart. Even then I continued as before. Listening to music every night was a habit. But suddenly one night I had a headache or for some reason I didn’t feel right, I fell asleep without listening to music. I wake up in the morning thinking there is a purpose to create me. I was not created by chance. I have to obey Allah or hell is inevitable for me. Just a poet we may have to go to hell for sin. There we have innumerable poets engaged in sin and we are at peace. We are engrossed in laughter. In fact, we all understand things, but the person who can realize Paradise and Hell can see the path of light. Not everyone realizes this.